Kyra - "I WAS FREE"
07 11
PMH, I am so grateful to you for your research and your study on aftereffects. I love reading your books as they made me feel like I wasn't crazy! I didn't have the stereotypical tunnel and bright light, so I never really told anybody. My experience happened when I was five.
I was floating in my Grandparent's pool. I was so relaxed that my body drifted to the bottom, and my soul just popped out and went into the sky. I was ecstatic!!!!!!! I was FREE. I flipped around in the sky and did circles, flew around really fast! It was so real. I was so ALIVE!!! That world was more real to me than this one. I had absolutedly no attachment to my body at all. It was an "it" and I didn't want to have anything to do with it.
God came and started to mentally talk to me. God was an energy mass, black and white dots moving wildly like vibrating. God looked like a TV set when it is off the air (without the static noise). God said to me that it wasn't fair to my aunt (who was 13 at the time), because she was the only one watching me. She was asleep when I drowned. When God came, she woke up and noticed I was at the bottom of the pool. She pulled me out and started doing CPR (which she had just previously learned in swim instructor class). I was waving my arms at her to stop reviving my body, and screaming at her to stop. . . but she didn't hear or see me.
God said that it wasn't fair to her for me to leave now because we never made that agreement. I was supposed to think about what that would do to her life, because she was the only one watching me. And God said - What about your mission? What about your husband? Your children? Also, what would your mom do without you? Although I was at the time five years old, all of this made perfect sense to me. God was totally normal and not strange in any way to me. I didn't want to go to God. I was like a little toddler that had a taste of freedom and stayed just out of reach. I did not want to go back to the body, though, either. I often wonder if that is how ghosts become ghosts. I wonder what would have become of me if I had not gone back to the body. I was sooooooooooo pisssssssed off, because I knew God was right (and my "boss”). I HAD to go back, so I did.
I am 37 now. I have always been psychic, highly sensitive, empathetic, and totally without armor in this world full of barbarians. I have most of the aftereffects that you list [in your books], including honesty. I wouldn't be able to lie to save my own life!!! So, if you read this, thank you. I always wanted to tell you my experience!!! Thank you for writing your books. In your books I always looked but never found in anyone's story God described like I saw. God was both dark and light at the same time. ~Kyra.
I was floating in my Grandparent's pool. I was so relaxed that my body drifted to the bottom, and my soul just popped out and went into the sky. I was ecstatic!!!!!!! I was FREE. I flipped around in the sky and did circles, flew around really fast! It was so real. I was so ALIVE!!! That world was more real to me than this one. I had absolutedly no attachment to my body at all. It was an "it" and I didn't want to have anything to do with it.
God came and started to mentally talk to me. God was an energy mass, black and white dots moving wildly like vibrating. God looked like a TV set when it is off the air (without the static noise). God said to me that it wasn't fair to my aunt (who was 13 at the time), because she was the only one watching me. She was asleep when I drowned. When God came, she woke up and noticed I was at the bottom of the pool. She pulled me out and started doing CPR (which she had just previously learned in swim instructor class). I was waving my arms at her to stop reviving my body, and screaming at her to stop. . . but she didn't hear or see me.
God said that it wasn't fair to her for me to leave now because we never made that agreement. I was supposed to think about what that would do to her life, because she was the only one watching me. And God said - What about your mission? What about your husband? Your children? Also, what would your mom do without you? Although I was at the time five years old, all of this made perfect sense to me. God was totally normal and not strange in any way to me. I didn't want to go to God. I was like a little toddler that had a taste of freedom and stayed just out of reach. I did not want to go back to the body, though, either. I often wonder if that is how ghosts become ghosts. I wonder what would have become of me if I had not gone back to the body. I was sooooooooooo pisssssssed off, because I knew God was right (and my "boss”). I HAD to go back, so I did.
I am 37 now. I have always been psychic, highly sensitive, empathetic, and totally without armor in this world full of barbarians. I have most of the aftereffects that you list [in your books], including honesty. I wouldn't be able to lie to save my own life!!! So, if you read this, thank you. I always wanted to tell you my experience!!! Thank you for writing your books. In your books I always looked but never found in anyone's story God described like I saw. God was both dark and light at the same time. ~Kyra.
